can I just say, I had a great time with the kids tonight. we read 3 new stories and had a great time with them, then I put them to bed. each gets to pick a song...normally they pick ones like "hush little baby" or "twinkle twinkle little star" but tonight they were silly...my 5 year old made me sing, "fins" and my d3 made me sing, "cheeseburger in paradise." very silly choices for bedtime songs, but we had a great time with them and were laughing and I was amazed that they really do know all the words (they sang with me) even without the music on in the background. these are the moments that I treasure, and the times when I really feel sorry for H. look what he is giving up? look what he is so casually letting go of? sure, he gets the kids a couple of nights a week, but its not the same as being here full time. not even close. and he is choosing to leave this life...he regrets the fact that this was his life. shocking to me. just shocking.
Last edited by morgan; 10/24/0711:51 PM.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
