Well, horrible funk today. Not really sure what it is all about.. maybe just reality. Trying to figure out how I'll get past this all - I think some positive re-enforcement from W would help, but she kind of seems distant for some reason - maybe the same thoughts. Correct me if I'm hoping for too much, but I would think, if she were really serious, and regretful of what has happened, she would be attempting to show some signs. I'm probably just being a needy, not sure... and I guess she has her own demons to deal with So, have first MC session this afternoon. Does anyone have any idea of what to expect? Do we start with the immediate problems and work back, or start with the past and work forward? I have no idea what I'm in for, other than I'm ready just to talk about it some, and air some things. Additional random thought - I think I'm going to go get a heavy bag for the garage - seems like good therapy to me.
