I have read divorce remedy twice. Started again but couldn't finish. Need to start over again. I just have no strength to do it right now. Can no longer act "as if". I do not beg at all, I guess that is one good thing. Been trying all week to get an appt with my counselor, no luck so far.

Amy, I love you closing statement about God and the window!!! Thanks for the cyber hugs!!!!

Lately I have had no success with this website and was ready to give it up for good but decided to hope for one last try.

Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9
Separated 90 days 6/28/05
H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv
Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now
H Filed for D 7/08