I've spent a good amount of times over the last couple of days reading through the threads on this forum. So many common threads. The answers to all my questions are right there, I just have to take the time to read through everything. It is obvious to me that I need to do some serious detaching and "go dark". W has put me through a mini-rollercoaster over the last several days with comments & questions. Instead of thinking that I might be missing some sort of "opportunity" or "opening", I need to remind myself that these are just potential bumps in the ride I'm on. If I don't allow her to sneak the comments & questions in, or if I don't pay any attention to them, then they won't affect me.
I don't have the kids until Sunday night. I think I'm going to re-read DR for the umpteenth time over the next few nights just for some foundation work. Since deciding to separate two months ago, and doing it almost a month ago, I've sort of lost my bearing. I've forgotten my purpose. I need to rediscover that. Not sure if it will be anything more than GAL, but at least it will give me short term direction.
