Got to see my honey on webcam this a.m. He also got to see S 20 mnths. A lot of times he's already in bed by the time we do the webcam, but we did it early this a.m. and of course S was already up (got up at 4 a.m.) S20 mnths is getting so big, starting to talk, etc.

I'm feeling pretty good about my M right now. I know I'm doing what I should be doing and that's about all I can do right now. Just being thankful every day for what I have makes a big difference in attitude and how you deal w/ things.

Still hurting quite a bit. I ended up w/ a lump under one of my incisions and about FREAKED. I called doc & they said it was normal healing process stuff. It just seems to hurt though, but I'll just wait & watch it.

Need to go back to bed for a bit now.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10