He called late last night and was crying on the phone. He kept saying he loves me but he hates everything about me. He sounds broken and lost. He said he still loves OW also. He says his kids are the driving force for him to move here. But he has to deal with the fact that she has a baby on the way. He called his xwife hoping to get some sympathy and she told him to grow up and put his kids first for once. He hung up on her. I am so hurt and angry and yet I know his pain is so deep. He told me several times he wanted to kill himself and that if he had a way he would. I have no idea what to do. I am going to just continue listening. I am afraid to get my hopes up he is really sick and by today he could have changed his mind. All I can do is keep praying and listening.
M 32 H 39 SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4 E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06 On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again. On 08/11/07 Walked out again.
People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"
