Yeah... At this point though.. I think I need to move on so I can be sane.
So.. dropped the D's off this morning. We were civil.. she asked me to stop back by after I dropped the D's at their classes.
I did and told her I would call at 6 to talk to D's. She said to call her cell because she thinks they are having a playdate. Damn it.. this means that they are going to be at OM's.
I was pissed at this point of course..
She said she got my text messages and wants us to be friends for the girls sake.
I interrupted.. I said "When you start treating me like a friend.. I will be a friend"
She said I was the one not being friendly.. to which I reminded her how after complaining of him ignoring her she decided to sit out front of her Apt and talk to him while I was sitting on her couch.
I also told her that if she wants to replace me that's fine, but I would never allow one of my "friends" to watch the girls instead of her.. that's wrong and you know it.
I stormed off...
As I was in the parking lot putting the D's bag in her jeep, she was outside her room and said "I wanted to tell you this" and gave me the sign for "I love you" I told her she didn't mean it and she said "How do you know" I waved her off. She was still standing there when I finished up.. I gave her the sign back and drove off.
I'm going insane. These next 5 days are going to be strange. I've got things to do and it now seems as though they will be spending every chance they can together. Can't worry about it I guess, but I get to look forward to D's saying "We spent the night with so and so"
I wonder if this is what it feels like to be trapped in a mine?
