I am in a funny mood with my H at the moment and in the end I decided to contact him today and talk about it. I get so when it doesn't feel right even though I need to talk with him to get through how I feeel i recoil and hide instead. H then senses something is wrong and pursues me and i the run away and aviod issues even more. I am having to teach myself to deal with things rather than sweep them under the carpet and let them fester. I am not good with confrontation. Anyways, H called me back and chatted and we gradually resolved things. It is hard but it gets easier with each time.
Things will seem a lot better as well when you are well again!!! I know exactly what you mean about a knot in your stomach - I get that - it's horrid.
You take care.
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
