I just caught up on all that's been happening. You are doing great. Just hang in there. I know you are expecting the worse for Saturday, but act AS IF you are expecting something good. Dress nice. Do your hair and make up. It will make you feel more confident.
Your H openly says he is confused. He does not believe he is a good man. He is probably planning on doing what he thinks is "right". MK is probably right. He possibly believes that he is not good enough for you and there is no coming back at this point.
Maybe this talk is not what you are assuming. You have been incorrect before. Try not to set yourself up. Your planned responses are great. You are going to be ok. Even if it is the D talk, take it in stride. Saying is not doing. If he files, it stil isn't a death sentence.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9
