There and Back, #10

[mkultra]

I have no idea how to meet new men that is why I always recycle. It is a sad but true pattern for me. Of my past Rs I have dated multiple men two for two or three cycles. I guess it is a comfort or friendship thing. My H and I were together from 14-17, then again from 25-37. I also did this with three other dudes! But my H won because he was the best kisser and the best in bed for me, and just the best in everything! THAT IS WHY THIS SUCKS SO MUCH!!! I have never been kissed the way H has kissed me because....he worshipped me. It did not even matter that he only had one other GF, he was just so into me! Sucks.

I do remember when I studied at film school there was a plethora of interesting and cute men, but not so rich. Here in Silicon Valley there are quite a few millionaires running around, might want to land me one of those for a change. You're hot. You can go back to school and hook up. Or just look under your nose and find a Luke. Or look in your past and find a Christopher. Maybe browse at schol to find a Max. There is a sea full of men. Aim high. It's just dinner.

What am I saying? Let's just lick our wounds a while shall we? Let's be happy alone or happy either way.