thanks gingersnap. going to stick with it, even though I know its hopeless in lieu of saturday.
making out my plan for that day. gym in the morning, then going to take myself to see dan in real life. looks good, I think. maybe it will remind me that life can start again. then maybe a long walk, if its nice out, before its time for the execution...um, I mean, discussion. I plan to get here about 5 minutes late, as opposed to being here when he gets here.
see, ducks in a row type, aren't I?
happy I'm seeing my therapist on thursday. lol, I should tell her to cancel any plans she has for saturday night.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
