You did exceptionally well in counseling session. It's good that hearing just what he's done and how it has affected the children. He's got to find a way to repair some of the damage he's created.
Now, I know he's nuts when he goes twice w/two different women.
Please take care of yourself and your little one. I hope you both are feeling better tomorrow.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.