Journaling a quick up date.

WAH-MLCer spend Anniversay w/child & I. I received a nice card that indicated things would work out, or so I thought.

Found out that WAH-MLCer's attorney has requested a motion hearing w/a special appearance w/a different judge. Basically looks like they are trying to keep the filing alive by shifting it to a different court. UGH!. He doesn't know I know. Trying to keep up the "As If" appearance. Especially since WAH-MLCer has been snuggling/holding me while we sleep at night.

THEN - this morning, his cell phone rings at 1am. He missed it, but I then heard the house phone. Figured it was one of his guy friends needing help....WRONG, it was that friend/OW.

WHAT gaul!!!!

At least I handled it smoothly at 7am when WAH-MLCer asked me in the what I was doing in the kitchen and I replied. Trying to figure out why XYZ would be calling our house at 1am.

Prayers please....

WAH-MLCer has come along way in one year and I don't want to give up on our family.


MariS

"Going for the Gold & not the Booby prize"

Become the change you want to see.....

Me - 37
WAH - 35
child - 2yrs
Separated - August '06
Married - 10yrs, Together 18
Not feeling WAH's internal struggle - Feb '08