Are any of these things changes that YOU want to make, for yourself??
In theory, yes. I will get gung ho and try to psyche myself up that *this* time, it will be different and I'll like it. And then I go and white knuckle it for a few weeks until it just peters out and I stop going. Then I pay for many more months of membership until I finally admit I am never going back and quit entirely.
I don't know what the solution to that. I wish there were a magic pill that would make it seem fun to me. Has anyone ever overcome this? Oh, FYI-- I am still able to shop where 'regular' women shop, so it isn't like I am some 400 pound woman that is huffing and puffing my way around town, and need advice like "just walk around the block one time". I am physically quite capable of exercise-I could stand to lose 30'ish pounds-- I just seem to have a real mental block.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
