I just haven't vented to you guys for a long time. Maybe now that I have kinda caught up a little with the work I can actually email you and Saffie.
I am in such a emotional roller coaster and pretty well knowing my m is over. Its just so strange to be best friends with someone you have been married to for 25 years and known for 28. To know that you have to find yourself and move ahead. Its like they always say you have to turn it loose and if it comes back it was meant to be and if it doesn't if wasn't.
I think the OW is really playing her cards right. She isn't going to show my H her wicked side yet. She is a very good manipulator.
Oh well...I just have to quit thinking about him and restructure my life. It is so hard because we are in a partnership with his dad and brother. So not only does it effect us it does them also. It has been a hard couple of years , with my SIL having cancer and we lost my nephew in an accident and another business we are in that didn't do to well. I hate to wreck the partnership too. His parents have taken all of this really hard. I am usually the one that helps them too. I guess I am to caring and don't want to hurt anyone (except OW)...... Boy am I into a venting mood today....Saved it up I guess. Thanks for posting to me YOYO I appreciate it.
