okay, off the phone with my friend (the therapist, not my therapist) and she helped me compose an e-mail to H. she kicked me around a bit, made me realize I am doing a lot of H's thinking for him once again.
so we shall see. we'll see if he responds to my e-mail, and we'll see what saturday will bring.
breathing in, breathing out, breathing in, breathing out.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"