((((M)))) Man I know how much this sucks. And the impending doom of it all. You'll not think of much else between now and Saturday. You'll replay this in your head a million times. But it will NOT go the way that you envision.
So even though that won't help you to stop obsessing about it, have a little bit of comfort in that it won't be anything like you expect. I am not going to try and sugar coat what might be pure hell. But there is a lot you can do to control how things go. That is what you need to focus on.

Try and stay busy between now and then to distract yourself. And remember, you do have the option of saying I can't do this right now if you're in a bad state. Take care of yourself; your kids need you.


Me: 41
H: 42
Married: 13Y, together 24
Kids: S11, S9, D6
Bomb: 7/11/06, now piecing