I felt like I was doing so good, was prepared for when he finally asked for the divorce, but now I'm a wreck. I need a script. what do I do on saturday?? what do I say??? how do I act? omg.
he is going to see if his mom can watch the kids on saturday. hopefully she can. what will I do when I see him today? oh god. definitely heading to the gym...need to get out of here, away from him. at least he isn't ambushing me with it, at least he gets that it is smarter to do when the kids aren't around and when I have some time to prepare myself.
sh!t
I want to throw up. hey, I wanted to lose 10 more pounds...infidelity flu, c'mon down.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
