oh god, mk, it means he's ready to talk divorce. he probably is not as confused as he thinks he is. he probably realizes that things can't go on this way, that he knows what he wants. probably talked to his buddy last night, who maybe told him to stop dicking with me, or to go for what he wants with ow and such.
trust me, if this was good news for me, it wouldn't be like this....he would be on my doorstep.
this is bad. and I can't stop crying. omg, I don't want this. but I can't stop a train wreck, can I?
sh!t.
how am I going to do this w/o crying? how??? how am I going to do this? lwb, will you come and do it for me? you are always so strong.
I want to throw up.
just e-mailed him and asked if his mom could watch them on saturday maybe so we could talk.
hey, at least that gives me saturday night to try to get myself together for the kids to come on sunday.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
