Hey thanks! I will give that a try. I have resigned to the fact that things are what they are and this is God's plan for my growth perhaps. I do want to have hope that she will eventually come around and we can rebuild. I do have some fear for me for the future. Maybe I'm just not confident enough in me yet. I also have a LOT of fear for the kids. So many complications and etc that I do not believe the STBXW considered or she just brushed aside and justified due to her state of mind. For her right now it's all about me me me being happy. Too bad she isn't looking at the overall picture and see the possibility of being happy with an unbroken family.
I suppose it'll be a couple more weeks until I'm a bit better from the sound of things.... Right now I want to eat. I'm starving. But I can only eat little amounts before my stomach starts to rebel. So basically I'm hungry all the time in between occasional naseau. Fun stuff....
I'm also working on not being resentful towards my wife for all the feelings I have. It's just not healthy. At times it gets pretty hard to overcome that....
One day at a time I suppose....
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
