Hi there, our mind can run wild if we let it. H is going to his friend's home for pizza and to watch a fight, does this now and then. I wanted to ask him "and how do i know you aren't going somewhere else?" then I thought "why would I put myself in that low position? if he wants to be a fool and throw a good chance of having a good M, who's the idiot?" so I won't, I refuse to let my mind play tricks on me.
Being up all night with a little one isn't fun or easy, lack of sleep is the worst thing to deal with so I understand why you feel cranky, I hear you hon. Not long now hon! he'll be home soon, this wont' last forever))))))))))) hang in there gal, rent a movie and lay with the little ones in the bed and catch some rest.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.