I sure wish some days I could video tape what I go through day to day with R. Why do I get this feeling that when this is all said and done W will have "rose colored" vision of how this all went.
I've felt this way too, but I find it helpful to remind myself that someday, H will account for his actions and fully understand the magnitude of how he's hurt me. By the same token, I will go through that experience as well.
We are all covered by the Atonement, and there is Someone who understands completely the depth of heartache and pain we are going through. For now, it's easier to leave that up to Him and move on with doing the best we can. I know you already know that...but it's good for me to be reminded too.
