You have helped me and SOOOOO many of us out here - we are all praying for you.
**** You need to go and read what you posted to me in the earlier days. All those times you talked about NOT GIVING INTO THE FEAR... *** This is hard - my fear almost consumed me last week and did not help our sitch at all. We are off to a Retro weekend this Friday - this may be our last hope...either way I will be okay with or without him. I am just so tired too - need to take care of me...
You have lost your mojo somewhere along the way (understandably) and you need to get it back - take care of you and have the faith you need to get you through this. God has a plan for you and I am sure it involves great things! Take care!!
HB (yes still HB)
Me41 H44 * M16 yrs * D13 S10 8/06 H wants a D * 1/07 OW Truth 2/07 Searated * 7/07 H moved home First Thread Surviving Separation Now Piecing