There and Back, #10

[SallyM]

thanks, care. yeah, a lot happened. I'm not so sure I can deal with the aftermath of sex with H. he isn't like yours, he doesn't say he regrets it (says he doesn't, in fact) but is more concerned about confusing me/leading me on/hurting me. in the same breath he says he is confused himself. so how can I not be confused? but yeah, while it feels good in the moment, I'm not sure its smart. keeps me attached and all that. not to mention the ick factor...I mean, the man is with another woman right now. yuck.

thanks for the comments on the pics. yep, good eye, it was at the gristmill. what a wonderful place to get engaged! how beautiful! and a nice valentines day, I'm sure.

thanks so much for chiming in. I want to believe. when I think of you and what you have gone thru, I almost do. then I think about how far we are from what would need to happen, how delusional I might just be, and, well, I sink a bit.

am definitely going to see what works and what doesn't...and you are so right, I need to monitor how I am feeling, because that is the only gauge that matters.

gotta do the school run. enjoy the day, and thanks so much for stopping by!