I hope some day W will share with me what caused some of her shifts from totally negative to almost normal. Most days I am sitting there trying to figure out what I have done, for both sides of the coin. I guess the saying of "keep doing what's right and things will turn out alright", certainly stands true most days.
I sure wish some days I could video tape what I go through day to day with R. Why do I get this feeling that when this is all said and done W will have "rose colored" vision of how this all went. I guess as long as it all plays out the right way, it doesn't matter.
