I see what you are saying but the problem is even what he is telling me nicely is lies. He swore (on our childrens lives I might add) that he didn't talk to this woman until 3 weeks after he left me when in all actuality they have had this going for at least 5 months. I am just tired of listening to the nice things he has to say, falling for them only to find out what he has said is all lies and then I grieve all over again. I am just tired of giving him an opening to stab that knife deeper in my back.


M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"