I've had similar thoughts over the past few months. What is it about me that's so unlikable that my W would rather go solo/start over with someone else rather than see if we have what it takes to go the distance together?
I've come to the conclusion that I'm a damn fine man and that she's too scared, immature, hurt, selfish (whatever) to honestly give it a try -- at least at the moment. Her loss. Your W's loss.
Carry on with carrying on, Nomo. If you're a beer fan, try the Flying Saucer. 50/60 on tap, another 100 in bottles. They also have some sort of fried jalapeno popper or something that's damn tasty.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY