Glad you had a good time, WAW. 30 bars, I am officially envious.
I'm with GD. H still trying to control you because he's not chanaged at all. The fact that you're still willing to entertain being with him is a credit to your desire to save your M and the seriousness with which you take that committment. 10 years from now, you'll be able to say you tried. Your H will say the same thing, but it'll be continued self-delusion.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY