Hi, Those of you who have followed my story know that H came home in July after a MLC, A and other life and relationship ruining antics! Anyway, I am glad he is home and we are going to MC...but I still feel angry, at times sad and anxious that I am going to be put through this again. H is giving me no reason to feel this way, he changed jobs so he no longer is in the same building as OW everyday so that is positive. I have days when I think about what happened and literally want to spit in his face! I get overwhelmed by the feeling of anger and want to rehash things with him about WHY and HOW he could do this?? Those of you who have had your S come home how did you deal with these feelings? I go to IC and she says it is normal but the whole situation literally HITS me at the weirdest times...little triggers almost bring me to tears.. How did some of you get through this?
