So I'm feeling all bummed that she didn't call me when she dropped oldest D off at kindergarten.. when she calls.

I could tell she's been thinking. She had a hard time talking. She wanted to say stuff but couldn't. I asked her what was wrong and she said she was just very depressed. I asked if she wanted to talk about it. She said she did but she didn't have time. She takes D to school and then goes back to work.

We chatted about what was going on with D's at school and how youngest has a cough. Then she asked who was going with me this weekend to sell our horse trailer.

She thinks I'm seeing someone.. she's mentioned it several times and I don't mess with it. I'm assuming she thought that I would take whoever it was.

She said several times ... "I'm just calling to say... to say hi"

I can almost feel her wanting to say "I love you"

I'm not getting too excited though... she'll flip around and go the other way soon enough.

Up down.. Up down.. Up down.