Am I going to get in shape?-yes.

Last night he was poking around in the fridge and said something about not much food; he asked if I was eating out a lot and I said "nah. Just not eating much." and he said "Oh, are you losing weight?" I said "to a degree" and left it at that.

My weight fluctuates.

Last night we had lots of "action" on the couch and then upstairs in the bedroom.

This morning brief snuggles because I had to go get DD to take her to work. \:\(

STILL not entirely clear what to do about other house; what is going on with us. He wants to cancel tonight's dance lesson (he has to study for a test tomorrow) but still go to Wednesday's lesson.

I don;t think I "sold" him enough on retro' (there isn't one locally until after the first of the year anyway, so I guess that's okay.) I am wondering if I should just send him a link and leave it at that?

Last night I woke up and again had huge anxiety thinking about how that it might be the last night we ever sleep in the same bed. This is very hard on me.

Oh, re match; it was an old profile (from when he first moved out)- he doesn't check it often and he said "OHHHH- so it was you and BFF that were looking at my profile. I wondered who the two people were that we looking but hadn't filled out their own profile." IOW, I think he gets notified when someone looks at his profile. heh. And when I said "NO Baggage?!?" he said "Everyone has baggage. I just didn't want people to think since I said I was separated, that I had a crazy, stalker wife."


Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing