not one word from H on the picture of me and the kids. lots of comments about the kids individual pics and the one I picked for the christmas cards, but not even a small comment on me being in a couple of pics with them. oh well. maybe he thinks they suck. maybe he's bummed that he wasn't there. I'll never know. but it still hurts a little. I hate having my picture taken and rarely do, so its big for me to.
again, I don't need this man to validate me. I think its a cute picture of me and the kids. I'm still happy about it. but still, it just sucks.
okay, and I'm bitter because he is going to the game on thursday. gee, he and ow really have the life, don't they? I mean, what's to come back here for?
bitter bitter bitter.
going out for a while to enjoy this freak 80 degree day. maybe soaking in the sun will chase the webs forming in my brain.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
