My wife came home Sunday morning after spending the night with the co-workers. They ended up just staying at the guys house without going out. They ordered pizza and drank beer at the house. She said she had 5 beers that night. I didn't question her about anything but I really don't know if anything happened. I know I am pathetic but all I thought about was the fact she immediately took a shower when she got in the door. She had slept in her clothes that night because she didn't bring any clothes or pajamas. And I know everyone will think that I have mental issues and I know that this is sick and I have issues but I checked her underwear after she put them in the laundry. I don't know why I am that jealous to scoop to something like that and I know it makes me look like a freak but I am still such a emotional wreck that I can't help myself sometimes. I am trying to curtail that. Of course doing that made me more suspicious because of it. But now today she seems normal again. We shall see for how long it lasts
