another strange and unusual day... yesterday W kind of cornered me into a conversation, asked me if I was wooing her-I replied no, i'm just trying to help out to make things better for everyone(one little white lie shouldn't hurt here should it? ;)) she then asked me what I thought of her plan-I answered that I really hadn't worked everything out in my head just yet. W then accused me of being sneaky about things-I told her I had no idea what she was talking about(sneaky??? not me!!!? ) so needless to say, she's terribly suspicious of my activities lately, but i'm beginning to like things this way. we talked for quite awhile after that, she kept pushing for a response to her questions(with me smiling like an idiot for most of the time), but I managed to steer it into a much more pleasant subject-all in all very satisfying. when I left for work last night W was happy and smiling as were both D's, when I got home this morning, W had not slept at all last night and looked exhausted. I'm not sure how to take this, obviously W has things weighing heavy on her mind right now. My thinking is that may be good-it's time for her to actually think about what she's doing. At the same time I worry about her exhaustion making it rougher on her and her beating herself up over such worries. Right now I'm fairly happy with the more conversational tone things have taken, and also in seeing that there seems to be an ongoing thought process with W.
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To give up when all is against you is a sign of being weak and cowardly. --Chief Eagle, Teton Sioux
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