Its very hard, because this women I know he can't see as she is far away, but you know i am sure she is looking for something to, as her h works away from home for long periods of time. There has been nothing to bad in the conversation, but it is just how involved in talking to each other that bothers me, saying goodnight to each other every night, and talking through out the day, its just not right. I can't continue to do this, I had a pretty good melt down yesterday, I just feel so much that everything is on top of me, and no area of my life has a settled, calm feeling, I worry all the time, and usually I am not a worrier. My H is being super nice to me, and says that he wouldn't be doing all the retro thing if he didn't want the marriage, I truly don't believe he sees what he is doing as wrong.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
