I know how you feel. I feel better as a person all over more now than even before I got married. If my W could see that, I would have a better M. But she thinks the grass is greener, more power to her.
It still hurts, but I feel more of a dull numbness than the depression, hurt, and fear I had before. I feel now I can move on without her, but still miss her and love her enough to give serious thought to try again.
