Hi Morgs.....I sooooo hear you about the sex thing.
You feel weak for what seems like capitulating (dammit...having trouble typing that word!) and feel like you can't even be physically near him for fear of the temptation (or more likely for me, sending out the wrong vibes that you want to shag him!).
You know after our last cousnelling appointment where we talked about setting up mediation etc, he says in the car on the way home. "So, can you ever see yourself just making a booty call to me?"
*sigh* I did try to answer it honestly. I think I said something like. I can't do booty calls, there is too much of an emotional connection and I wouldn't be doing it unless it was likely that we were working on getting back together. So I guess that answer would be no. No booty call. I would be using ahem - my own 'devices' (of which I have none....make mental note to get some!!!) to alleviate my frustration.
My h just doesn't seem to even try to put himself into my shoes. It's all about what he needs. He thinks he's being considerate, but from where I sit, it's just a thinly veiled attempt to disguise his own wants/needs at the expense of my emotional well-being. I am thinking less adn less of him as my husband and more and more of him as being a s3x mad bloke like most of the rest of them.
