Ok so I now did another no no and did more snooping. H gave me password a few days ago to cell account so I could take care of it while he is in the hospital. He has been swearing all alone He hadn't talked to OW prior to the end of August. Well, the cell phone shows them talking back in May. I guess this baby if it is really on the way very well could be his because they have been together since 3 months before he left me at least. I am such a fool.
I honestly don't think there is much left to fight for. I am printing everything and starting to get all my data together for when/if this ends up in court. I will not file for divorce but honestly don't care if he does at this point. All I am getting from this marriage is medical insurance and a ton of headaches.
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M 32 H 39 SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4 E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06 On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again. On 08/11/07 Walked out again.
People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"
