His mom visited him today and said that he is still torn between me and OW. He has been calling her with his one phone call a day his mom said. He didnt call the kids yesterday or today. I am so hurt right now.

I have decided to cut off contact with MIL because it causes me to hurt and then I say not nice things about her son and it isn't fair to her.

I honestly am not sure I want this marriage anymore. In fact I am getting more sure everyday that I don't. Need to go to sleep because right now all I want to do is scream and cry.

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"