So I think part of my problem is I know that this is the "first" weekend where they don't have the kids at the same time. So I have a good idea of where she is.

She did end the conversation apolgizing for yelling at me and wished me a happy sweetest day. I got nothing from her last night. It's 10 AM here and I would've expected a text or a call from her (at least to talk to the D's) but she hasn't. That's another area where I need to rethink things.. I need to quit expecting things from her.

I really do need to rethink my goals... I plan on doing this tonight. I have to admit that I'm horrible at setting goals. I think that's where I need to start.

She's supposed to be using my laptop today.. not sure if she still needs it or not. We'll see.