'morning all. somehow feels right that the last thread locked up. time to start fresh.

the sun is shining, its supposed to be in the 70s today, and woo-hooo! game 7, baby!

H is bringing the kids over this morning, then I need to get them showered and dressed and in a cooperative mood (ack!) for the photo shoot. really hoping we get at least a few good shots. knock wood. would like at least one good one of the kids together, and then a good one of me with them. fingers crossed. toes crossed. we're going to a pretty park around here, so hopefully lots of good opportunities for posed and candids.

going to start my new, "ask how he is/how is work going" bit today. still keeping to don't ask/don't tell about social stuff, but I think that will be okay. I think. we shall see. I still have a hard time knowing what is pursuing and what is simply opening a window.

still wondering why I even want him. and part of me doesn't, but I still can't seem to let him go. so I'm going to work on the assumption that I do until I know my own answer for sure.

Last edited by morgan; 10/21/07 12:28 PM.

M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher