sd & jen, you gals must have either read my mind or been over my shoulder yesterday-i've already started on both these things!!! W has been busy practicing her staring into space and looking confused again-hopefully something sensible soaks into the head sometime! I've just now started talking to a few friends about things, I've gotten alot of support and am able to laugh about a couple things, it helps relieve some tension big time. I'm also very grateful to have friends that will jump in and listen plus give me something to laugh about. I'm beginning to find alot of value in my friends as a support network, something that w doesn't have since she's broken off ties with almost all of her friends lately. This is the first time in a long time that I've had a strong group of friends that I can open up to that understand me and give me solid advice, rather than just taking my side. W has also seen me online alot more when I'm here and emailing friends, she doesn't know what I'm doing, but is getting awful curious-Let her go ahead and keep wondering!! Right now I'm feeling tired but really good about myself and the little steps that we have made to at least get communication going again and ease the tension.
just_plain_hopeful
Anywhere's walking distance when you have enough time
To give up when all is against you is a sign of being weak and cowardly. --Chief Eagle, Teton Sioux
