Well, things don't seem too well for the W and OM. Evidentally, OM still has some type of hang-up feelings for his STBXW when she comes around. W even told me that they have split up 8 or 9 times and he has taken her back 8 or 9 times.
I know I shouldn't dwell on this, but the entire week she has dealt with this, she has contacted me more than she ever has. Wonder if it is the "old reliable Chevelle to talk to." She always was able to share everything with me more than anyone else.
I even get to see her on occasion. It is hard to see her because I feel a deep, unconditional love for her, but I don't feel I have to have her to make my life complete. The problem lies in that, I want her back, but wish I had the magical cure. She admits she doesn't know what the future holds, but never counted us out as being together again. Sigh.
Just clearing my head. I do well when I don't see her, and then she calls and my heart flutters like a schoolboy. Oh well, I guess I haven't fully detached yet. But I honestly do feel I'm 90 percent there.
I have been setting boundaries, so I don't become a doormat, or sucker as she put it sarcastically. She is realizing I'm not a sucker anymore. i am GALing better now than I was two months ago.
