"Do you believe him when he says that he truly loves you? If you can answer this "yes," I think you have your answer for right now. The rest will have to come in time."
That made me think a lot.
Yes, I think he loves me but (the terrible but)I keep wondering if I live besides him, will I ever be happy again?
Next week is my birthday and all I want to do is disappear from the scene for a while, leave him with no clue where I am. I am afraid though that he will contact my parents if I do it and I don't want anyone else suffering for this.
He says that he feels sorry for telling me because of the numb state I am in right now. He said he needs to have patience,though. I don't want to punish him for telling me the truth however it's becoming harder and harder to be around him hour after hour.
I agree with you. I will have to trust time before I learn if I can do truly make it. Right now I don't now about my love for him anymore, it's like a death news when you know something disappeared from this world and will not return ever again.
