Why is he coming over to YOUR HOME if you are not comfortable with it???

You are absolutely obsessing over this right now, and it's not helping you at all. I understand how hard it is NOT to but just detach, do some things for yourself, and BE STILL for awhile.

What do you love to do that relaxes you?

Do whatever that is. Call H, tell him you have other plans and not to come over.

Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7
Bomb 1 10/07/06
Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15
Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07
Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate
2/08 slowly improving
7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!)
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