hey all - thanks for checking in!! I only have a second to post but will definitely post the rest of my "travelogue" later.
Friday was so cool, once again. Did some shopping, got a massage.. couldn't stay in Sonoma (no vacancy ANYWHERE) so I ended up in Napa... went out for a "quick bite to eat" and ended up finding this totally cool place. Made a half dozen new "friends" there and closed the place down... .
On the way home I first felt anxious then just felt this almost WAVE of peacefulness wash over me. Is this detachment? I don't know... maybe it is, finally. I am excited to get on with my life, excited about my future. I was picturing myself getting home and thinking "do I hug him, do I ignore him..??" - I just didn't know how to react. Then realized I didn't much care how HE felt about my reaction and I didn't want a hug anyway. It's hard to explain.. I just felt very ME and very okay and at peace. And had a big ol' grin on my face the whole way home.
(and.. turns out H wasn't here anyway, so didn't even have to worry about it!).
Anyway just got home and have way less time than I originally planned to prep for my dinner party, so will have to post the remaining details later!
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
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