Now I've done it.... again #4?

[nephartiti]

Thank you, MK for taking the time to type all that good stuff. I can see that. My "pie" is a little attention from H, even if it is negative. It allows me to keep a connection, even if unhealthy. Sooooo, I have to make a concious decision not to settle for negative unhealthy attention and connections. That is not the type of MR that I want to save. If we are going to make it, I must focus my attention on positive and healthy interaction.

I know I have to accept that I have to do the bulk of the work here and accept his current stae of mind. That doesn't mean I like it.

I agree about the self esteem/self worth thing. It's hard to feel attractive when you feel so rejected by someone you loved and trusted.



Hiscott, I suggest protein shakes three times a day in addition to three healthy meals. Then you get yourself to the gym and start on some weights.