Why can't I just keep my mouth shut?? So this morning she finally calls at 0900. She's on her cell, and I ask her if she's home.. she ignores the question.

We talk about D's and plans etc. No big deal. Unfortunately, I've had some finance issues and the first CS check I wrote her bounced. I told her this this morning.. wanted to give her a heads up. This is an area where we have had problems our whole marriage. It's an area I'm working on fixing.

I didn't hear anything from her till later. We were done with a B-day party and went to a pumpkin patch place. She was mad that I was taking them to places like that.

She called later and we got into it a little. She's trying to figure out her finances and I'm trying to help. We finally got on the subject of next week and I told her I had plans.. she asked what and I said I just had plans.. she said "I tell you" and I said whatever.. you didn't say where you ended up last night. We talked for a bit and she said she ended up at OM's. She also said that the friends they went to was in favor of their R which is contradictory to what she's told me in the past. I was very hurt.. there was some banter about "I do care about you" I didn't believe her... some back and forth, but she apologized and wished me a happy sweetest day.. this after she threw my card away!!

Also after she said she's being picked up tonight. I hate this life... it SUCKS!!!