IT sounds like guys had a productive talk at least. HE sounds like he is trying to at least be honest. That was nice that he helped last night.
I am curious sometimes after something like this happens it is soooo hard to find your way back for both parties. Maybe it could be a giid thing if you initiated some suggestions like a date. Or even some intimacy between the two of you. Maybe he knows deep down how bad he has hurt you and just can't find the words or the courage for the action. Maybe if you invited him bavk to the bed it could possibly show him it is okay. You still love him and desire him. I don;t know just thinking out loud. Sometimes when the same old isn't working you can shake things up and try something new.
You are so strong it's amazing. WOW I couldn't ever be as composed as you when around the demon lady.
