thank you jen, well i have my patience so that's a good start(I've had LOTS of practice ) and its getting frustrating when i think about what all has happened. I feel alot like i'm being used as a human checkbook!-- buy me a house-less than 6 months later, get the heck out? yesterday overall went easier than the last few days. I noticed when W was laying down to take (another) nap she had this really confused, somewhat contemplative look on her face. at this stage it felt good to see this confusion-maybe it's time for her to stop and think a little? When I was at work last night I sent her a text, saying i just wanted to send you a smile, she replied and was very enthusiastic with her reply- I'll mark that as one little + for me. I'm getting more and more ideas how to change things for the positive, just now getting rolling with them, I just need to pace myself so I don't overload her and I have more things to try if this continues to stretch out. Overall, this is a small change to overcome some of the negative
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To give up when all is against you is a sign of being weak and cowardly. --Chief Eagle, Teton Sioux
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